dark phonesex fantasies
last night was fun, cold but fun. we went downtown & tried to sneak into some clubs. one of the doormen said he wouldnt check our ID if me & my friend Gina kissed. so we did. it was a little embarrassing because everyone watched. but we got in so it was worth it. i had on really cute boys bondage pants and my friends kept pulling on the straps. some guy wanted to buy me lots of voddy too. so i let him. ((blush)), I stayed with my friend & his girlfriend but i got up early and walked back to the dorms. it was a peaceful long walk & it gave me time to think. mostly about my next art project.
i’ve had really dark fantasies for as long as i can recall. when i was a little girl i never played with other childern, i would read or i would make up my own little world (you could call this my very first sexual fantasies) & i would be a hepless little girl kidnapped. sometimes i would lock myself in a closet & try to tie my hands up. i would imagine there was someone who captured & owned me & was going to come for me at any moment & it would be my duty to do whatever it was that they wanted. or i would pretend i was a slave sold at auction to a cruel master. i suppose this would be considered morbid especially for one so young but that is always what i’ve been drawn too. then i got my first spanking & learned about pain. i was shy (& sometimes still am) but i did things to get myself in trouble so i could be spanked. that held me for a few years & then i started to get interested in piercings, needles, blood. i could go on but i’d rather save that for the phone. i tell you these things not to brag on myself as someone who is unique or different or elite but so you may understand that i am open to twisted, dark, taboo, forbidden desires & fantasies. i enjoy phonesex that explores & exploits these freaky, kinky & taboo fetishes. my desires dwell on the dark side. they always have & likely always will. there is nothing too racy or nasty. i will consider anything. to me, phonesex is…a limitless world of kink and freakiness. i revel in that. & invite you to do so with me…
i know many of the girls here write about their calls. i almost fell shy to do so because i can't be sure if the other person would be open to that & sometimes phonesex is so private. its so honest. a no boundries and no limits conversation about sexual desires. so i'm not certain if i want to journal about my calls. i'm full of secrets & i think i would just prefer to add to that. so for now at least the only time i will be writing about my calls if is a phonesex master orders me to do so.
~ Ruby
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